Last Thurs received news of Molly went home to the Lord.I felt relieved for her cos she no longer have to suffer under the cancer monsters but to rest in the Lord's home.I felt for her husband who is only 29yrs old and had to keep their journey together in his memory.I only can pray that the Lord will comfort him and Molly's family.I think it is not about what happen after death but is how do we live our life fruitfully before we leave this place to another better place.Molly has been an inspiring woman for young cancer women.Many will miss you Molly!Though we don't have chance to meet up as we plan to but i shall see you in heaven!!
Sat was the hand over day from the ex-salon owner.I was disappointed that she don't seem to be truthful in many areas.For a moment i ask myself "did i make the wrong choice"?I thought of giving up the 10K(includes the take over fees,rental deposit, others) which i had invested,the thought of losing 10K then to continue.My hubby was very supporting and ask me to try my best.God also sent me Eleanor,Liboey and many others to encourage me and help me.The landlord was another challenge for me.After all this challenges i face,i was very sad and keep asking GOD "what is it that you want me to learn from this? Is it wrong to use genuine heart and to trust others?"After all the crying,the comfort from friends and sisters in christ,i tell myself i just have to be brave and walk this path and do my best.So yesterday,friends,Dad and sisters came to do cleaning for me.Evening accompany hubby , Ah Wai ,Claria and Hou to watch Narnia.The lord spoke to me from this show.I was very touched and felt God's love.The Lord showed me that the path ahead gonna be tough,i may felt being bullied by people but he wants me to remain righteous and call out to him.He will not fail to hear me and he will deal it for me.He wants me to face it and he promise that i will see his glory.He is my HOPE.No amount of words i can thank god for his unfailing love,even when i am faithless.I felt ashamed to be called his children when i don't behave like one sometimes and yet he accepted me for who i am.Just like we do possess some similar behaviour or character from our parents so if i am a child of God i should possess the character of him!So i ask God to draw me closer to him and i want to understand more of this Loving Father's character so that i can continue his desires for his creation!!With me alone i am not possible,but with HIM nothing is IMPOSSIBLE!!If u break up this word it read "Im Possible".
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HUGS..sorry to hear that you were feeling down on Sat. But you are right to trust in Him. He will 'make your path straight' and will hold you up irregardless of circumstances. Challenges will be aplenty in our lives but we take heart that God is and will be with us through them and will deliver us! We become a testimony to His name when we choose to believe and behave like a christian who stands firm with HOPE in difficult situations. May His Glory shine through you and show pple around you the privilege we have as a child of God!
Cindy, press on. Learn from the mistakes made and u will be more clever from now on!!!
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