God's Will

Have been thinking how do we know God's will in our life.I know that God's will for his children is to share his Good news and make disciples.Sometimes when we are to make decision in life,we pray and wait.People sometime say "if you have peace,then is from God".I do believe that God do speak clearly for his will,but knowing that he is such a loving father and since he created us, am sure that he knew if we are able to handle his will.Just like Mary and Joseph,God knew that they can handle such a will to have his son be born!That's why they are chosen.
Then question to ask is how do we really know???Well after knowing and studying this loving father's character,i begin to realise that sometimes when i thought so long there's peace its from God,but it may be my own will and may not be God's will for me,but he can redeem that "will" even if i choose wrongly and his hands are always open for me to run to him.

Thank you heavenly father , because you first love us so that we can love you.Because you are faithful then we can be faithful.Even when i choose the wrong path in my life,you have never fail to lift me up.At times i may be foolish,disobedient,deceived and enslaved by all kinds of passions and pleasures,yet i am always accepted by you.Heavenly father grant me a heart that goes after your desires and will and grant me your strength and wisdom!Amen....

1 Cor 1:9 "God, who has called you into fellowship with his son Jesus Christ our Lord, is faithful."

Die for Human SINS

Without Jesus obedience,there will be no HOPE for us.Are we willing to die to ourselves?

Baptism

Baptism is a step of Faith.I thank God for directing me back to him....loving father!!

Wholehearted Belief

Mark 11:12-26 " 'Have faith in God,' Jesus answered" (v.22)

Today we look at another condition on which continuing peace depends -- complete and utter faith in God. A Christian who truly believes in God -- not pretends to believe, or half-believes -- will inevitably enjoy and experience God's perfect peace. But what does it mean to believe in God? What are the basic requirements?A Christian believes -- and believes wholeheartedly -- that Jesus is God and that He is the Savior of the world (Rom. 10:9). He believes also that the universe is in the keeping of Infinite Wisdom and Infinite Love, and that God is directing the course of his individual life (Psa. 139:16). He believes, too, that nothing can happen in the universe except as God permits. If it were possible to conceive of anything out of which God could not bring good, then God would not permit it (Rom. 8:28). In the deepest possible sense, the Christian therefore says:"Whate'er events betideThy will they all perform."A Christian believes, further, that God holds the universe together. Man may be free but his freedom is limited. He cannot extinguish the stars, pluck the sun from the sky, blow the earth to smithereens with atomic explosions, quench love in a mother's heart, prevent the return of spring or defeat the purpose of God which was revealed at Calvary. God would not allow any of the things I have listed, for they would be contrary to His design for the universe. The peace of a Christian is therefore set deep in the rock of reality. It is based on his complete and utter faith in God.


Prayer:
Gracious and loving heavenly Father, help me to check on my faith this day and see whether I am really believing or just pretending to believe. I want to be done with all pretense. O Lord, increase my faith. Amen.

LOVE

Love is PATIENT
Love is KIND
It does NOT ENVY
It does NOT BOAST
It is NOT PROUD
It is NOT RUDE
It is NOT SELF-SEEKING
It is NOT EASILY ANGERED
It keeps NO RECORD of WRONGS
Love does NOT DELIGHT in EVIL
but REJOICES with the TRUTH
It ALWAYS PROTECTS
AlWAYS TRUSTS
ALWAYS HOPES
ALWAYS PERSEVERES
LOVE NEVER FAIL
(1 Corinthians 13:4-8)

I love these verses very much.It assure me the love of God to me.And i know these words are meant for me to follow.But i think it is really difficult for human beings unless we are willing to die to ourself.Before we can go to heaven,i believe this is what we need to learn because the greatest commandments is LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOUR,LOVE YOUR ENEMIES....

Lord thank you for your unfailing love,thank you for Jesus who came as a man to show us how to Love,in our own human understanding it is difficult and to LOVE sometimes it HURTS.But with your strength nothin is impossible.Teach me to love the way you desire and help me to be sensitive to your holy spirit.

HORRIBLE X-PERIENCE

I had my WISDOM Tooth taken out last Fri,it was a horrible x-perience for me.Was trembling thru out the 1hr surgery.MP3 was not able to overcome my fear too.The DRILLING was scary...yuks.I wonder why God create WISDOM TOOth!!!I have another to go but i yet to overcome the fear.The surgery brought me back to my bike accident in Pulau Ubin 14yrs ago.The same fear feeling.I felt like crying after the whole process....but my Ah Lao was not with me.So instead of going home straight,i decided to go cell...otherwise go home will keep thinking of the stupid x-perience.I felt relieve during the Worship...jus dwelling unto God's presence and the wonderful fellowship.....So if anyone have Wisdom Tooth i would advise to go for GA......

2nd month....

Time really passes like nobody business.My Oasis has come to the 2nd month of operation!Thank God for his providence..though not yet break even or making profit but at least rental are provided.Am thankful that indeed My Oasis is a dwelling place for people.People come for water,toilet,asking for time,and sharing their personal lives...may i have the courage and discernment to bring God's Love to these people......Not only a place for others,also a place for me.I am able to dwell in the presence of the lord as i spent my time in My Oasis.Life without the guidance of the creator is empty...i am glad i was chosen to be created...what about you?????

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After so long.....

I am back again.Have been a busy period for me,depriving from sleep and food..(sound like a beggar).With the new challenge that i am taking, have been juggling alone with answering phone,attending to customers,stock-taking,stock-ordering and cleaning.Phew this is really tiring!I guess i am starting to get the flow and tell myself that by July i must balance myself and to close shop by 8pm.The grace of God was really sufficient for me,he had send me many friends to encourage and support me through this challenging time.Thank you my dear friends and sisters in Christ!!Not to forget my hubby.We had afew heat up conversations about coming up with promotions but the lord gave me grace to have self-control.Think we both have fallen into the devils plan....but still very very tough for me.Have to be a good testimony not just for my pre-believe hubby,pre-believe family and also to my pre-believe friends.That is why the word of God say we must die to ourself ..........

Tough Week

Last Thurs received news of Molly went home to the Lord.I felt relieved for her cos she no longer have to suffer under the cancer monsters but to rest in the Lord's home.I felt for her husband who is only 29yrs old and had to keep their journey together in his memory.I only can pray that the Lord will comfort him and Molly's family.I think it is not about what happen after death but is how do we live our life fruitfully before we leave this place to another better place.Molly has been an inspiring woman for young cancer women.Many will miss you Molly!Though we don't have chance to meet up as we plan to but i shall see you in heaven!!

Sat was the hand over day from the ex-salon owner.I was disappointed that she don't seem to be truthful in many areas.For a moment i ask myself "did i make the wrong choice"?I thought of giving up the 10K(includes the take over fees,rental deposit, others) which i had invested,the thought of losing 10K then to continue.My hubby was very supporting and ask me to try my best.God also sent me Eleanor,Liboey and many others to encourage me and help me.The landlord was another challenge for me.After all this challenges i face,i was very sad and keep asking GOD "what is it that you want me to learn from this? Is it wrong to use genuine heart and to trust others?"After all the crying,the comfort from friends and sisters in christ,i tell myself i just have to be brave and walk this path and do my best.So yesterday,friends,Dad and sisters came to do cleaning for me.Evening accompany hubby , Ah Wai ,Claria and Hou to watch Narnia.The lord spoke to me from this show.I was very touched and felt God's love.The Lord showed me that the path ahead gonna be tough,i may felt being bullied by people but he wants me to remain righteous and call out to him.He will not fail to hear me and he will deal it for me.He wants me to face it and he promise that i will see his glory.He is my HOPE.No amount of words i can thank god for his unfailing love,even when i am faithless.I felt ashamed to be called his children when i don't behave like one sometimes and yet he accepted me for who i am.Just like we do possess some similar behaviour or character from our parents so if i am a child of God i should possess the character of him!So i ask God to draw me closer to him and i want to understand more of this Loving Father's character so that i can continue his desires for his creation!!With me alone i am not possible,but with HIM nothing is IMPOSSIBLE!!If u break up this word it read "Im Possible".

Finally completed Basic Counseling Course

At 3pm then i started to revise for my BCC exams.Father Charles said the papers was easy and if we passed 'O' levels then definitely will passed the papers too.So i think i fail liao lor.Cos i fail 'O' level..ha ha ha...Well i just write what is in my heart cos counselors are born not made.So if i am born to be a counselor then the lord will made the path for me to go thru so i commit this to God.Now i can fully concentrate to My Oasis.Still not very used writing blog...but will try to see if i can improve my English.........

Painting Oasis

Today was painting and cleaning day for me!Thank God for giving me good buddies to help me out in my hubby's absent.Ah Wai and Hou Hou really did a good job.Poor Hou Hou got hit on the head.We were so worried cos it bleeds alot.Well lucky doctor say is not too serious.I think i must get public liability insurance.I am gonna to have a hard time cleaning up on sat after Esther hand over the shop to me.I can not imagine her fridge,storeroom.........
Tomorrow is my exam for Basic Counseling Course.All essay Q...i gonna die liao....Hope i will have wisdom tomorrow to write.I hate exams,the last time i had exams was 'O' level and only did chinese and English 1st paper...hee hee so flung lar obviously.

Joining the Fun

Finally trying to figure out blogging....since many of my friends are into sharing their lives here so i shall share mine too.Hmmm seems like more people prefer to write then to talk about themselves nowadays.Technology is convenient but it oso have the negative side too.It makes human to hide their own identity and people with low self-esteem will find it helpful but they will then never able to walk out.Hee Hee talking rubbish.